Saturday, April 25, 2009

Signed, Sealed, Delivered, I'm Yours!

My delivery was perfect...everything worked out better than I could have imagined. I woke up at 4:00 am with some semi-regular contractions...I seriously had no idea if I was in labor or not. My water broke with Lucas so I've just been waiting for that to happen. I didn't want to be one of those crazy ladies that shows up to the hospital and they send home because they're not actually in labor. So I packed a bag (just in case), did my hair....put some make-up on-- All the while laboring and extremely uncomfortable. It's funny looking back -- I really should've gone earlier. When I was having a contraction I was sure that I was in labor, but the second it went away I talked myself out of it. I'm crazy. Finally David and I headed up to the hospital at about 8:45. It took awhile to check in and by the time they checked me I was six centimeters and progressing very quickly.

While I was driving up to the hospital I called my friend Cathi at home, who is a labor and delivery nurse at Ogden Regional, and by the time I got to my room she had already come up to the hospital and decorated--it was darling! She also arranged for me to have the biggest room. It was so great...I totally felt like they had rolled out the red carpet for me.


Contractions.....


This picture was taken right before I got my epidural and just after I suffered through that awesome contraction. Can I just tell you how tough I was!?!


Getting my epidural. We almost lost David here...;) Turns out I was already an 8 or 81/2 by this time. funny huh? One of the nurses said I should've just finished it naturally since I was so close but....I didn't have to feel the worst part so I was happy.


When I had Lucas I was a big believer that only husband and wife should be at the delivery of a baby, which we did with Lucas...and ya know, over time I sort have forgotten so much about our experience. Of course it was special, but I do remember the room filled with a bunch of strangers and me feeling so out of my element. Anyway, when my friend Cathi had her baby she asked me to come up and take pictures so that her husband could be more in the moment. Her pictures turned out so beautiful and it was so great that her husband didn't have to scramble for the camera/video camera instead of paying attention to what really was important. Not to mention I really enjoyed being there without being the one on the table...it really was so special. So, I asked my sister to come and do the same thing for me. And can I just tell you how much I already love the pictures she took!? They have already made me cry several times (I only put up a couple because I realize other people don't really want to see them...don't worry, there weren't any between the legs shots or anything). I LOVE that I will be able to look back on this day and remember so much.




Since Mary, Cathi, and David were there....might as well have my mom come too! When Lucas was born she had no desire to be there, which was really great for me since I had already decided I didn't want anyone but David. But she, just like me, has changed her mind over the years and wanted to be there. Can I just say how amazing it was to have the room filled with people who loved me and my new baby versus a bunch of strangers where it's just another day on the job. It really was so amazing when she was born... there wasn't a dry eye in the room! love it.


If you're a hater and don't want to see a freshly born infant--close your eyes now.
I love this picture.




My great mid-wife Karen and my "nurse" Cathi


Already rooting around-- She's an animal I tell ya.


Getting her dressed. I've been waiting a long time to use pink stuff...


I cannot even begin to describe how special this moment was...so I won't. Lucas is an absolute angel and has been ever since.


He said at the hospital he felt like his heart was as big as his whole body.


Children are capable to love in such a pure and sincere way. It really is magical to see him with her. I had no reason to worry...he hasn't acted out or tried to get more attention at all. He just loves that he finally has a sister.



John took these a few hours after she was born


Some of the decor around the room (also scrapbook pages that I got to take home)


I love this picture


My cute kiddos (and a very veiny hand)


Jane was born on April 19th...Becca JANE's birthday and also Grandma Georgia ELLA's birthday...fun huh!?





Visit from Grandpa


This one's PG-13...sorry, I love it anyway.



Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Jane Ella Deru

April 19th . 6lbs 8oz . 20 in . 11:41am




btw- this post was by maryella - i hacked patti's blog - sorry patti, hope you don't mind. I just love my little niece. :o)

Friday, April 17, 2009

Why children need mothers....

Earlier today I blogged about David and Luke's skiing day together and how great it was for him to have alone time with his Dad. After they came home and the day progressed it became apparent that there's a reason Mom's are needed....NO SUNBLOCK on my poor little fair-skinned child. It didn't occur to David that he might need some. I REALLY should have pointed that out before they left...but for some reason I think that David is going to take care of Luke the way I do!?! Lesson learned...Daddies are fun but Mom's need to think of the less fun (but equally important) stuff. For all you people that don't have to grease up your kid before you go skiing/swimming, and think that I'm neurotic for being so thorough,...this is what happens to little redheads without SPF. His first pictures with Jane are officially ruined. sad. Or maybe I'll just paint her face....


this is what a normal child looks like...just in case you forgot


I love the stripe on the forehead...that hat must have stayed just like that all day

Ditch Day

Lucas definitely is sensing that things are about to change...it's in the air. He's been a little bit needier and certainly more emotional the last week or so. Great timing. It's no secret that he knows how to pull at my heart strings...so, today he got to skip school and go skiing with David. The skiing was just a bonus, mostly skipping school was the absolute most delightful thing that he had ever experienced...what have I started!?!?!? They had a great time together and I'm really happy he got to have some one and one bonding time with his daddy. Doesn't every kid need that?! ;)



this picture cracks me up...I think I've taught him to pose a little too well. This would look great on one of my brides. LOL


mostly he just wanted to eat snow all day....

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

April Shower


Last month (was it really that long ago!?!?) Mary and Cathi threw me a baby shower and Suzie hosted it at her house. I felt a little weird because it was my second baby but Mary insisted (she's such a great sister). It ended up being such a great day for me...I've just been so excited to finally have this little girl that it was wonderful to get together with people who are excited about her too! Special shout out to Mary, Suzie, and Cathi...you guys are the best--and thanks to everyone who came. I love you all! I forgot my camera but I managed to take pictures of all the gifts I received (I highly recommend doing this..I don't remember who gave what to Lucas and it's fun to remember that kind of stuff). I'll put a few of the gifts up...not all because that would take me too long so don't be sad if your gift isn't on here. I'm just too lazy...but I loved everything. Girl stuff rocks.








Baby update--I took down the little ticker because I don't have a real due date and it bothered me to have a pretend countdown. I had an appointment today and I hadn't dilated any more than I was last week :( If I don't go into labor any time soon I am scheduled to deliver the baby next Thursday! She's already a pound and half bigger than Lucas was...CRAZY! So, if you don't hear from me again for awhile know that Jane will be here April 23rd!! I hope I'm ready for this.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Blue Awakening


For as often as I take photos it really is such a tragedy that I don't have more of my own family! I'm really proud of myself whenever I remember to get the camera and actually take time to snap a few shots. The Saturday before last we had a picnic at Antelope Island with the Espinosa's...we had a great time and I'm pretty excited about a few of the pictures we got of my dear little boy. These will probably be the last pictures of him before he looses his "only child" status. Poor kid doesn't even know how much his life is about to change...